Our baby is going to be 12 weeks old this weekend and I can’t believe it. The first few weeks seem to roll by slowly because even though the days are a blur, it’s just you and the baby and she doesn’t do very much and so you can take stock of the fact that one, two, three weeks have gone by. But then all of a sudden, 11 weeks have passed and you take a good look at your baby and she’s turning into a real baby instead of just a tiny potato, and it is kind of stunning, even though you’ve been waiting for it.
1. I’ve been noticing how when she is held by K. she holds her head up erect and swivels it around trying to take in the world around her, eyes dark but bright, and so, alert.
2. When I pick her up, I no longer feel like I might squish her, she is getting more solid.
3. And speaking of solid, her legs and arms are getting more plump. I am currently so in love with plum baby arms.
4. Her cheeks are a force to be reckoned with.
5. When I nurse her in the glider, her legs are so long that she doesn’t have as much room to stretch out and she is constantly kicking against the side of the chair.
6. She has noticed her toes.
7. She has noticed Rusty!
8. She sticks out her tongue, constantly, and there are bubbles… and a lot of drool.
9. She is smiling so much more and this is definitely my favorite part of her growing. She reacts to us talking with smiles and I memorize that face and carry it with me to work every morning.
10. She also is learning how to laugh and crack up, especially during her times with K. and the sound and sight of this probably tops 'em all.
As exciting as it is to notice all these changes, there is a small part of me that is already kind of missing her tiny-ness. This surprises me – I had a hard time understanding moms who said they felt sad seeing their babies grow up fast, but now I know. All these moments, all these weeks and days are so precious that I want to hold on to each of these stages, put them in a bottle and revisit them. I guess that is what photos, videos and blog posts like these are for.
Also, noteworthy: her favorite song these days is“16 going 17” from “The Sound of Music”. I'll call it her favorite cause she smiles to it and falls asleep to it. it's been making me want to watch the movie again...